How My Life Is Unmanageable
How My Life is Unmanageable
With time, my life became unmanageable and chaotic. I tried so hard to pretend I had it under control. It begun about 4 years ago I was in a pretty bad car accident, and was hit on my side I was the passenger. I went to see one of the Doctors I worked with, to get my back checked out. That was probably one of the biggest mistakes of my life. He first started prescribing me Vicodin I think I used it for about a month but it wasn’t taking care of the pain and I wasn’t getting that euphoric feeling I got the first time I took it. I went back to the Doctor complaining I was still in pain so he prescribed me 120 Percocet, I told him I still had about 100 vicodin left should I turn them in he said I could but, they are technically mine so I could keep them if I wanted I so wish he told me to turn them in. I remember taking them home, I would take 2 every 4 hrs as prescribed it was taking care of the pain but I wasn’t getting high then I remembered I still had some vicodin so I took 2 on top of the Percocets, and that did the trick for a few months. After, a few months I started building a tolerance to my pain meds and was taking way too many and having to ask for prescriptions way before my next prescription was due. My doctor changed my prescription to better fit me I was able to pick up 120 morphine’s every 15 days and 210 Percocet’s every 10 days back then I didn’t think much about it looking back at it now Jesus that sounds insane saying out loud. This went on for about a year and half but once again I was building up a tolerance and my stomach was hurting a lot from ingesting and snorting so much acetaminophen, anyone in their right mind would probably be like if your stomach is hurting from this stuff leave it alone but I was an addict and just thought it was normal thinking. I ended up talking to one of the pharmacy techs that worked at the TMC with me, and he asked me straight up if I was getting messed up on my meds at first I was
With time, my life became unmanageable and chaotic. I tried so hard to pretend I had it under control. It begun about 4 years ago I was in a pretty bad car accident, and was hit on my side I was the passenger. I went to see one of the Doctors I worked with, to get my back checked out. That was probably one of the biggest mistakes of my life. He first started prescribing me Vicodin I think I used it for about a month but it wasn’t taking care of the pain and I wasn’t getting that euphoric feeling I got the first time I took it. I went back to the Doctor complaining I was still in pain so he prescribed me 120 Percocet, I told him I still had about 100 vicodin left should I turn them in he said I could but, they are technically mine so I could keep them if I wanted I so wish he told me to turn them in. I remember taking them home, I would take 2 every 4 hrs as prescribed it was taking care of the pain but I wasn’t getting high then I remembered I still had some vicodin so I took 2 on top of the Percocets, and that did the trick for a few months. After, a few months I started building a tolerance to my pain meds and was taking way too many and having to ask for prescriptions way before my next prescription was due. My doctor changed my prescription to better fit me I was able to pick up 120 morphine’s every 15 days and 210 Percocet’s every 10 days back then I didn’t think much about it looking back at it now Jesus that sounds insane saying out loud. This went on for about a year and half but once again I was building up a tolerance and my stomach was hurting a lot from ingesting and snorting so much acetaminophen, anyone in their right mind would probably be like if your stomach is hurting from this stuff leave it alone but I was an addict and just thought it was normal thinking. I ended up talking to one of the pharmacy techs that worked at the TMC with me, and he asked me straight up if I was getting messed up on my meds at first I was